Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Its a rainy day today, well its been a rainy morning anyway. And Im begging God please please please la dont let it rain in the evening cause I wana go jogging with Cayra. I've been trying to go jogging since last week yo, and It was raining for the first few day if not got strong wind and when its not raining some unfortunate event just have to occur terpaksa la I cancel. But hey what can I do when there's a friend in need. SO Im begging God please dont let there be any distractions today! I am begging! I aint getting any thinner this way. Its not like im not trying, its just that theres always something that makes me have to cancel my jog at the last minute. I feel so ever stress about it, its like God wants me to be FAT and FATTER BY THE MINUTE. Oh and my tummy is looking so blowted cause my periods almost comming. Why does it always have to be that way??
I just need to lose 5 fucking kg but some how it feels like im losing a 100 cause its so fucking hard for that stupid 5 kg to go away! I feel so U.G.L.Y & Broke. Btw what are the odd I got a flat tire for the second time in less than 4 month.. Woopie me! Thank God Its just a small hole instead of my car tyre being totaly ripped. You know how much tyres can cost these days?? God sudala I am officialy broke for this month.
K that all, I wana continue doing the sponsoship letter for my boss.
tata for now
